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Archive for September, 2018

Ordinary Man – Eels

Well, it’s another warm day in the city of cold hearts

They all just play the part of who they are
And I’m here on my own, I’d rather be alone
Than try to be someone that I’m not
And you seem like someone who could
Appreciate the fact that I’m no ordinary man
And it’s misunderstood what you’ve heard about me
I see why you would doubt me, but know this
No one has the right until they’ve fought my fight
To understand just where I’m coming from
And it’s that fight that brought me here today
Exactly as I am no ordinary man
Well, it’s another warm day in the city of cold hearts
It ends before it starts in their maze
But you, you’re not like that, you know where it’s at
The only rules you follow are your own
And you seem like someone who could
Appreciate the fact that I’m no ordinary man

Eels – I Need Some Sleep

I need you
I need some sleep
It can’t go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there’s one I always miss
Everyone says I’m getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
I need some sleep
It can’t go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there’s one I always miss
Everyone says I’m getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need some sleep
It can’t go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there’s one I always miss
Everyone says I’m getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
I need some sleep
It can’t go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there’s one I always miss
Everyone says I’m getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
I need you
I need you
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

Doctors (SPOG)

Hai, rasanya blog ini bakal makin panjang karena si ibu ceriwis makin kesini makin sering nulis. Kalau anak sudah selesai mandi, makan nasi, makan buah dan lalu asik main sendiri sih ibu jadi enak. Bisa sedikit nyicil nulis atau me time lainnya.

Ada beberapa review dokter (berdasarkan pengalaman pribadi yaa..) yang mungkin berguna utk teman teman semua.

1. Dokter Irham Suheimi (SPOG) waktu itu konsul di BIC Morulla sekitar tahun 2011-2012 dalam rangka promil. Dokter Irham orangnya ramah, mudah ingat nama dan ga segan nyapa pasien di luar ruangan. Dulu antriannya belum sepanjang sekarang ya buibu, jadi masih bisa diskusi cukup banyak. Dokter Irham pro normal untuk promil. Apalagi dengan status kami yg waktu itu baru setahun dua tahun menikah dan posisi berjauhan (Prabumulih – Jakarta).

2. Dokter Susi SOPG. Konsul pertama di RS Pertamina Prabumulih di kasus keguguran yang pertama tahun 2011. Dokter Susi cukup komunikatif, berusaha mempertahankan kehamilan dengan saran bedrest total di RS, pemberian penguat kehamilan dan infus. Walau akhirnya kuret juga karena ternyata kehamilan tetap tidak dapat bertahan. Dokter Susi juga yg pertama kali suggest untuk test TORCH, dan menghentikan penggunaan pembesar sel telur karena saya sudah minum selama 18bulan terus menerus.

3. Dokter Rachman RS Bunda Prabumulih. Dokter senior di Prabu, antrian banyak padahal waktu itu tahun 2012, so sekarang mungkin makin bludak yess. Kesana cuma sekali pas keguguran kedua. Dokternya ga buru buru meriksanya walau antrian padat dan terkesan tenang, mungkin karena sudah senior ya.

4. Dokter Reza Tigor Manurung (SPOG). Pertama konsul di Eka Hospital tahun 2013. Waktu itu lupa bagaimana awalnya bisa masuk ke ruang Dokter Reza trus konsul program. Dokter sarankan utk HSG, utk memastikan saluran tuba terbuka. Waktu itu ga kami turutin dooong suggest nya. Dan somehow, next meet nya, saya KET..! Lalu Dokter sarankan kami langsung BT dan kami ga nurut lagi. eh 3x insem gagal, lalu BT baru dapet si Mas. Doain dong saya ga kenapa napa, krn terakhir Dokter Reza rujuk saya ke dokter spesialis jantung tapi saya ga nurut. ga bisa nurut. Surat rujukannya masuk ke dokumen kantor sih.. dan sy udah cuti melahirkan coba. masak musti ke kantor, SCB kan makin terasa jauh kalo lagi cutayyyy.

Shorty, bagus dokter Reza ini kok. Banyak printilan yg diperiksa dan cukup waktu diskusinya. Favorit saya dan suami.

Emang sih pas kita ada masalah atau ga nurut, Dokter satu ini bs serem banget.. Tapi kalau badai masalah udah berlalu, dia baik kok. Bisa loh periksa jahitan sambil nyanyi nyanyi misalnya (kayaknya ga sadar sih..).

Note : kalau USG trans-V jangan kuatir buibu, yg insert tool nya suster kok. Kali kali ada buibu yg concern masalah begini.

5. Dokter Taufik Jamaan SPOG. Dokter senior di RSIA Bunda. Dulu pertama konsul di Hermina Jatinegara 2010. Langsung suka karena Dokter Taufik punya time schedule pemeriksaan, 2-3 bulan intensive pemeriksaan (darah, USG, HSG sampai sperma suami dll) maka seharusnya sudah dapat diperoleh saran program yang seharusnya dilakukan. Karena Hermina Jatinegara jauh banget yess dari Bintaro, dan posisi saya masih di Prabumulih serta RS rujukan kantor utk program adalah di BIC, maka nama DR Taufik sempat hilang dari perdokteran kami. Lalu somehow 2015 kami menemukan nama DR Taufik di list dokter BIC lalu kami datang ke Dokter Taufik langsung dengan cerita mau agresif program bayi tabung. Dokter setuju mengingat beberapa catatan keguguran, KET dan kegagalan insem sebelumnya. Somehow, jodoh aja kami sama Dokter Taufik. Alhamdulillah diberi lancar antrian konsul dan diskusi cukup terbuka tanpa ada kesan tergesa gesa, padahal antrian panjang juga. Kehamilan kedua ini kami program masih dengan Dokter Taufik. Alhamdulillah diberi rejeki hamil sudah 9 bulan jalan.. MasyaAlloh tabarokalloh. Sekarang Dokter gak praktek lagi di BIC, tapi masih praktek di RSIA Bunda Menteng, sebelah BIC.

6. Dokter Merry Liong SPOG Dokter seribu umat di Eka Hospital. Dokter Merry adalah satu satunya dokter perempuan yang jadualnya full hampir tiap hari ada dan rumahnya deket dengan Hospital. Antrian banyak dan suka jadi ga tega kl mau diskusi lama, secara temen sesama Bumil yg antri kesian kan kalo kelamaan nunggu. Dokter Merry orangnya ramah dan keibuan. Dan mau jawab wassap kalau ada yg mau ditanyakan. Dan Dokter Merry mudah ingat sama pasien.. (kok bisa ya? kan bejibunnnn). Kelahiran si Mas waktu itu dibantu Dokter Merry, keputusannya waktu itu adalah langsung tindakan sesar mumpung CTG masih segar. Padahal waktu itu jam 10 malam. Dan operasi di mulai jam 11 malamnya.

Masih ada Dokter Wiku, Dokter Bambang Karsono, Dokter Nando BIC, Dokter Caroline BIC, Dokter Anggia Lubis BIC dll dkk SPOG yg blm sempat di tulis ya reviewnya. Semoga nanti bs nyambung nulisnya dan berguna.

Tiap Dokter pada dasarnya punya gayanya masing masing. Karena udah banyak muter muter SPOG, maka saya sampai di suatu titik untuk mengabaikan personality judgement dan banyak belajar dulu sebelum dperiksa, lalu terbuka dengan pendapat dokter (walau google tau banyak, tapi google ga lulus kuliah dokter yess.. jadi selow aja, jangan nge-gas kalo ada pendapat dokter yg beda sama google. tanyain aja.. mereka expertnya).

Pregnancy Treatment Packages

Since i was waiting for over 5 years to get big bumpy pregnancy (i got 2 misscarriages, 1 ectopic preggy and failed in 3 insemination progs before).. so that i got enough time to prepare my preggy time.


Please remember, i am a happy merry go mommy!


There are some treatments i have on my preggy time :

1. Pregnancy Massage Program of Dian Mustika. Started at my 5 mos preggy. This preggy massage avoids the foot palm area also tummy, hips and button area.

2. Olive and Pure Coconut Oil as moisturizer oil. Started at my 4 mos preggy. For me it is an essential moisturizer. I used Mustika Ratu Olive Oil and a homemade Coconut Oil.

3. Mothercare Stretch Mark Cream. Started at my 4 mos preggy. I dont really like the smell of the cream, so didnt use it daily.

4. Pregnancy Package of Clarins, started at my 7 mos of my 5th preggy time (my current preggy). The smell of the traditional ingredients of the clarins oil thing is so relaxing for me.. and works on avoid stretchmark things.

5. Post Natal Treatment by Dian Mustika. An indonesian traditional post natal treatments included body massage, body scrub, breast massage, baby massage, body & miss V vaporizing, a traditional tapel and pilis.

Life is a choice anyway, having those treatments doesnt make ur preggy-time better, or in the other hand, treatment-less doesnt make ur preggy-time worse.


The point is, u healthy and enjoy ur preggy time.. cause happiness comes only from the heart!


Karena toh kalau pas kecapean, eyk tidur tidur aja tanpa oles apa apa.. Dan anyway eyk biarin aja tuh scar pasca operasi sesar nongol. Kenang kenangan.. dan eyk happy happy aja di perut ada semacem cacing panjang nempel gitu.

note : written with si anak pambayun tidur kangooroo on me caused by a cold. Ibu love you mas. Tidur yg nyenyak yaa

A Happy Brother (aamiin..)

Setiap periksa ke dokter, si Mas selalu nangis pas ibu di tensi. Apalagi pas ibu tiduran di bed mau di USG.

Tapi lihat apa yg ditanya malam ini?

Ambil buku dan minta di terangin hasil USG dokter. Tiap abis diterangin, langsung elus elus perut ibu sambil panggil panggil Adek.. Alhamdulillah MasyaAlloh Tabaraqalloh.. how sweet.


Baru hari ini Mas mau lihat monitor walau tetep nangis tiap lihat ibunya diperiksa.

Sebenernya ni anak tadi nangis posesif sama emaknya atau terharu lihat adeknya sih? secara tiap pagi siang sore malam minta lihat baby bump buat di elus elus trus ciumin.

Week 3 Cutiaaan

Still enjoying as ‘mandut ternak’, mama endut anter anak.

Somehow Alhamdulillaah dikasih kuat asuh Lintang dari pagi sampai malam. Antar ke Spectrum untuk sekolah. preschool trial sekaligus cari Daycare. sampai tidur malam.

Padahal, karena Lintang jarang di kasih TV, maka si emak harus extra capek pas nerangin ini itu dari buku. Neranginnya juga musti belajar dan ekstra sabar, si anak kicil ini suka cuma ngetest mak nya atau godain aja nanyanya. Satu gambar di tanyain sampai 5x sambil dia senyum senyum godain.. Kalau jawab salah dikit aja bisa panjang urusan. @*$”‘@#!!!

Akhirnya Bee Me dalam Perjalanan

Can’t wait to filtering, re-filtering, labelling and spread The Bee Me to all the consumers and some kindhearted bebes around.

Raw, Pure, Healthy

Hopefully the straits and plates settled, so Lombok and the people relieve..

Welcoming My 40th (masih bukan beauty blogger, cuma pengen aja nulis) : Paling diperlukan

Sebenarnya untuk sekarang ini, yang paling diperlukan adalah : Lip balm!

Karena bibir memang mudah kering dan kelupas. Tapi ga suka pakai lipstick, jadi ga bisa di tutupin. Sekalinya mau pakai lipstick, maunya yg matte. Malah nambah kering biasanya.

Trus lagi naksir Lip Balm nya La Mer ini.. (secara moisturizernya paling OK ya so far), tapi hiks amat mahalnyaaa. Sementara di rak masih ada lip balm nya Bodyshop yang somehow masih kurang OK d pakainya. Kali bibirku ini terlalu banyak dosa, jadi kering begindang. Jadi mau semedi dulu mikir akan dipakai beneran atau nggak. Daripada tar mubadzir.

Note : Mubadzir adalah salah satu sifat syaiton!

Welcoming My 40th (bukaaan..) : What Ruins My View of Some Beauty Products

It always happens and ruins my heart.

I was running to a store to looking for a moisturizer. Trying to apply some moisturizer on my face and have a walk round the mall before I decided to buy —> because I read in some reviews, mostly and commonly, here in Jakarta, is impossible to get a sample from some BA. Most of them says, it was empty or limited or else. But after you paid some money, u’ll got some travel size thingy (and, samples!?!).

After having some pretty hours walked, and felt that the moisturizer applied well on my face, I turned to the store and paid the bill. The BA nicely taking me to the cashier while she said ‘im using it to, it’s so comfy’.

In this condition, I will start my judgement process.

Looking at her face thoroughly, pore by pore! (Oh tell me I over do!)

Once, I got a crack on her make up! I was broken into pieces in a sudden!

After paid this product, Is that my future???

Welcoming My 40th (Bukan Beauty Blogger) : The Legend of SK II

As my timeline full of this product users and as I’m so lazy enough to get Melilea store (my previous skin care), so last year I grabbed my pocket deeper to buy this Pitera Welcome Kit thing by JD.id (thanks OL Shop, you are a hero for a lazy merry mommy like me).

This package contained a small bottle of cleanser, a bottle of FTE (a treatment essence and a small red jar of Pitera Cream.

It was a beautiful red package I love.

And it works on my skin!

As my skin have no big problem on an acne or oily thingy, but it was felt more healthy and clean. I used this prods for about 4-6 mos until I was starting my second pregnancy program. I put away some skin care except Wardah Cleanser Foam (and Clarins Pregnancy Package) until my 7th mos pregnancy. I was starting to wear SK II again and found that my skin felt more dry then I ever remembered. I thought it was a re adaptation process so i waited for a monthe before i put the cleanser off and changed to Clarins Water Miracle which felt more oily and alcohol less.

But nothing has changed.

Then so I stopped using my Pitera package and starting my masks and serums journey.